Tales of a Chaotic Life.

I am really bad at the doing things daily thing (oops).

But progress has been made writing-wise. New folder, everything I should need moved in aside from a couple things I am working on.

[Here is my reminder that Tale of Tea needs to be added to both lists]

Also a couple new fics have their notes written and therefore are set up to be worked on in the near future.

I somehow got goaded into updated the Hojo fic [I don't know how, the reviewer just used the right words].

:/

I am apparently really bad at this. Not that that's ever stopped me from doing anything before, but I think it has something to do with the fact that livejournal is dead aside from a few corners that are resolutely sticking it out, dreamwidth never really caught on with my friends, and I absolutely refuse to move to tumblr -for now, that might change-.

I think I'm just going to go back to writing short, silly fics here instead of saying anything useful.

I am realllllly bad at this.

( Blargh )

Ok, so I kind of failed for a couple days, but it's been a bad week. It's been cold, rainy and have I mentioned that I absolutely abhor the winter season? Because I do. Either snow or don't bother at all. -Cue disgruntled muttering and swearing at the sky-.

( And now I babble about writing. )

Wellllll I fell off the face of the earth again. It happens, a lot in my case. But I'm trying to get better and that starts by doing something daily until it becomes a habit and that means writing and actually posting it where people other than my close friends will see it.

It's been a while since I've done that and I think I've finally conquered the problems that have been making life difficult. Or rather, I've wrestled with them until they maybe won't bother me quite as much and I really think that posting out in the world will make it better.

Or make me a ball of anxiety.

Either way, I think it's a step forward, yes?

If you haven't already, take a look at this post and see what I'm writing for the month of December -if I've talked to you recently, chances are, you're on it-. Lots of things to do this year, hopefully since I started earlier, I'll be able to finish them all.

Also, wth do I not have a 'fic' tag? That would make it so much easier. *headdesks* Oh wait, I forgot, why make it easy to find what I'm looking for? I always have to do things the hard way *mutters*.

Obviously, I'm procrastinating, even though I have an interesting series waiting to be read, that I'm not going to allow myself to touch until I have finished this project -Thank you stargazer_abeo.

Anyway, Christmas drabble list is up <3, Chaos is working, and Chaos is procrastinating. Go me!

Mom and lil'Sis were in a car accident yesterday, they're ok, only scratches and bruises, but... Still scary, the car is completely totalled, some little teenager was involved and if that wasn't enough...

I sprained my ankle chasing after a moth, specifically, jumping after a moth, but whatever I did was painful enough to make me not want to walk anywhere for a while...

*headdesks*

Happy Birthday to chibienvychan, may you have many more -and may they all be good, failing that, at least decent-.

Spent my day doing pre-Fourth of July celebration with friends. Played with fireworks, chased each other around the yard with waterguns, killed a lot of zombies. Twas lots of fun...

'cept... One of them is worrying me greatly, she needs to relax and stop thinking about such things. If you think you are an outcast, people will treat you as such. Don't worry about it when you are with your friends, just enjoy yourself. Silly girl *sighs*.

Internet went down for a couple days, before that Dad was here -odd how those two things happened one after another-.

That being said, off celebrating birthday with friends, will play catch up when I get back *nodnod*.

Is it really the eight? I have completely and totally lost track of time. This month has just been absolutely horrible.

Shortly after the last time I posted, my right arm started doing that weird numb thing it did around Valentine's. It's only just returned to feeling normal now.

Just this week we lost another kitten, my sister has returned to her bad habits and a friend of the family died, not under normal circumstances, no. She was stabbed to death by her husband yesterday morning, and it's all the town's been talking about.

Not to mention that one can't even take one step outside the house without Dad's stupid little yappy dog throwing a tantrum and waking everyone up. We're only watching him as a favor to Dad, but I swear, it's like having a toddler, except a toddler is smarter and stops crying after a while -with distractions and food-. The dog is persistent, and it's given me a headache that continues to linger. Which may be why my cat attacks him whenever we least expect it.

I'm just... exhausted. Mentally, physically, emotionally.

*sighs* Anyway, I think I'll respond to the roleplays I'm in tomorrow morning when I wake up. If Mom doesn't immediately go on a cleaning spree and drag me into it.